I don’t need 500 days to get over you.
Because you don’t worth even a single happy moment of mine.
You took away months of happiness.
And I’m saying good bye to you now.
Actually I want to blog something tonight.
But I don’t know what to blog.
Hello readers, kinda tell me what u wish me to blog about can?
I think I use too much brain cells for dating/relationships, that I don’t feel like thinking what to blog.
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Dear God,
People always says, u have the best for them. So if this is the so call best for me, alright, I’m taking it with me. If this is what u want, I’m enjoying it. It’s alright if you aren’t giving me what I want, I will go find whatever I want and get it. It doesn’t matter. If this is a challenge for me proving to me how unfair you can be all the times, don’t worry, when granny passed away, u had already shown me ur true colors. I’d been consoling myself with granny’s words. ” Good people don’t live long, so they don’t have to suffer on Earth.” But ask yourself, if bad people gets to live longer, gets to watch their grandchildren graduate or even gets married and have children when good people don’t, why should people be good? Bad people don’t deserve all this. Don’t toy me with angels, so what if they are watching us in heaven, we will never know how happy they will be seeing us succeed. Look at Yufay’s wedding, look at YiRong’s wedding, granny loves each of us so much, I always know granny will be the most happiest person to see us starting our own family, but u never gave her the chance to feel happy for us. We don’t even know whether does she knows.
And when you took away YuLee Jiejie’s life, u just shown me how evil you can be. U took away someone who struggle for 30 years wanting to earn a chance to live. How unfair you are. Yulee jiejie and her family member tried all ways to let her stay alive. No matter how sick she is, she tried her best to study, and live a normal life. And within seconds, u took away someone who deserve to live longer. What did she do wrong, what did each and every person in that family did that was wrong. Nothing. In fact they were the best.
Anyway, it doesn’t matter anymore because your unfairness has killed all the trust I have in you. I no longer believe that u are good, no longer believe that u had the best prepared for me. I don’t care if what u had for me is something good for me, because I’m utterly disappointed with you. U take things as coincident, but I don’t. I take it as history repeating itself. I don’t need thrice to learn my lessons. I don’t need to learn my lessons because I feel pain from the day u took them away and every moment of pain, I remember what you did, what actually I should do. But thrice, I took the same path, hoping something changes. So I shall say we shall see what is next that u think it’s good for me. Will history repeats itself? Or will it change?
That day with J, we were talking about weddings (with the increase of friends hopped into the status of engaged or married, it somehow makes us wonder when will our day come.) When I was with J, wedding isn’t an unfamiliar topic between us. We used to plan our future, and I will be the mother pig who have to give him one football team + one cheerleading team of kids. I never understand why guys will want a soccer + cheerleading team of kids. For me, two is enough. And we always argue about it and he will end it by telling me “Fine, u give me 2, I will find someone else to give u the rest, u have to take care of them, oke?” haha, those memories. Alright, let’s not sidetrack. One of the possible stuff that I really want for my wedding day is my own wedding gown. I don’t care how much the budget of the wedding will increase to, I insist on buying the gown I will be wearing that day. (poor husband of mine. But is a reason why I will never get a shotgun marriage)
And so that day, the two of us with nothing to do, browsed through the web for wedding gowns. The first page we went was verawangonweddings.com. One famous name in the wedding gown industry will be her. Chanced upon the name from some designers/make up artists/ stylist/project runway. And indeed, I know why she is famous. Wearing one of her design will make any woman the queen of the day. As for me, owning one of her pieces will make me the princess in the eyes of my prince charming for my whole life.
If you ask me to decide one of them, I really can’t. I love all 8 of the designs.
A woman is always the prettiest on her wedding day because it’s the day she feels the most blissed.
Therefore, I will not think twice owning the timeless piece that I wear on my most beautiful day of my life.
HAHA. Oke, I thought I was twitting. LOL!
Oke lah, LOSERS, this is what u want.
The stupid GANBO gave me a bloody B.
Wah liao, my bloody A flew away.
I seriously next week either not gonna go, or i’m gonna bring tape to tape his stupid mouth up.
YA LAH, losers hope I don’t go right.
HAHA, for u! Comments for the day.
M1 and M2: participation is not enough, likely due to your new presence in the class.
M3: partial pressure.
difference in flow. Dalton’s law. very good presentation.
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Basically you are a very smart student with all the factors to succeed. Your RJ reflects your wisdom and your prosperity in the future.
You are a good thinker, much more than a good actionist.
Definitely you have your own plan on career path and determined persuit. I sincerely hope you can arrange your time properly to fulfill the bottomline for your graduation.
Personally hope you can come the class more often and aim for A student along the way. “Yes, you can!
After like months, my mummy still ask me to pack my room!
Seriously, when i finished packing it, it will still get messy.
Conclusion: I need a maid.
Very often at work, I always have customers who comes in and ask for boring colors like brown for office wear. Almost 99% of the time, I get rejection when introducing colors like green, blue, purple, pink to them. And almost 99.9%, I get scolded for adding a couple of glittery stuff into the make up. More over, since I’m attached to a formal boring research company, basically I’m surrounded with the common office wear and the make up. Plus the fact that my dental is in the CBD area, I get to preview what are the stuff I should wear in future. But sigh, since when did fashion became so boring.
Since we are approaching the end of 2009, lots of brands are coming up with their shows to showcase their 2010 collection. While browsing through Dolce&Gabbana (D&G) 2010 summer runway, something caught my attention. Who says denim is just for casual wear or jeans. Denim can also be added to office wear.
If you seriously ask me, I really don’t feel that it’s very informal and since I’m in a engineering course, formal is very important when you meet with client. Often of the time, I get reviews that my ideas of what I want to wear to work for my course is a uh oh, no no, especially when I opt to not wear the formal office wear and turn lame hosiery with blouse and blazer with a touch of pink into it into formal wear for my FYP presentation. But if I’m given a choice, I will still have both hands up vote to add a bit of splash to office wear. And of course, not forgetting, adding colors into the make up.
Last but not least, since I’m tall, always tall, one of my favorite …
Tube dress to show off the legs. (:
Till then…
helloo readers,
I’m very happy that you didn’t abandon this little corner of mine, though somehow i did with the increasing of communication tools, and also new games on facebook. muthuwahahahahhahahahaha.
Alright, currently I’m doing intership. The next person that tells me that attachment rocks can get kill by me, especially going to big grand company to work. My jobscope sucks big time. The welfare can go and die. All they do is complain about us, how about them. I hate going for attachment every single day. But well, I’m equiped with skills to get MC to skip it, thanks to all my friends in Secondary School. So apparently I’m still at the stand of I love the old Republic Polytechnic that doesn’t encourage students to go for attachment.
Next up, my days are spent playing fb games, twittering, go for lunch, come back fb games, more fb games, then go 7/11, then even more fb games and twittering, then go home. Muthuwhahahaha. Super slack. And most of all, I don’t like my FYP teammates. What to do? Sigh.16 more weeks + 2 more weeks to go. Bear with it, Gwen. (:
Beside the nasty attachment, my room is finally back to normal shape. I will have new furniture moving in soon, and Poohy and doogy will need to find new corner to stay in. New furniture will have space for my 6 dwarfs, little poohy and tigger, da tou, and beary. I’m happy that they don’t occupy my bed. 
haha.
GPA is out, and I’m glad I didn’t fail any subject despite the poor attendance. HAHA, LOSERS if you curse me to fail. LALALA. Apparently, I’m happy with my grades because they didn’t turn out that bad. And I’m still in the top 21 and did better than any other people. So there’s still hope to a good University and fulfiling my dream next year. YAY!
Oke, it’s posted everywhere that I got a new haircut and a hair color.
oke, I like this fish a fish picture because u saw my points, it’s 55555.
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Oke I’ve passed this level, I’m leveling up soon. A bit more of catching.
And my country story isn’t that bad oke!!! =D
Alright, enough of updates.
See ya soon.
oke, i’m not dead yet, not sooooo soon although i had been the best candidate for hungry ghost festival for a few moments. Neither am I alive because I’m dying of toothache. Eh, not the toothaching that type of tooth ache. I have healthy teeth . Just that I’m at extremely thick last stage of wires for my braces.
So I’m updating to say, soon, braces will be off. it’s just merely 10 months. Woohoo. If u have the money, nothing is impossible. (:
helllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllo!
I still have four more hours to the very first UT3.
So I’m gonna steal everyone’s luck for all 4 UTs.
Hehe. And those RP-ians, good luck for UT3.
RP was once got exams but no need to study so hard.
RP is now got exams and need to study very very very hard.
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